i love you, but i'm not here to be used. today, asking me for my savings made me so angry. i know you've helped me out a lot in the past, but asking straight out "can i use your savings..."

i still have a shit load of presents to buy and you had 2, 1 now....i know you're going to pay me back, but are you going to do it next week? i'll be getting $400, you'll get $450...$84 will go to me so that will leave you with $366. Oh, did i forget that rent from you is $150 + the bill you racked up at $112 + whatever food we're going to buy, so call it $20 from you...that leaves you with $84...oh and sorry, this week i thought we were going to go to porirua. looks like you won't be able to afford what you wanted from up there.

i've been pushing you to save for this very reason. i had $210 saved a couple of weeks ago and it went so quickly...why? because you decided we should have takeaways every night pretty much. i have nothing. and now i've managed to save up $95 which you've just gone and taken. yea, i owe you $10...but still. i've been trying so hard and now i have nothing.

unlike you, there are things in life that i'd like to do. i want a car. i want to have my restricted by july next year. i want to go over seas for a holiday. i have to have my teeth repaired again. i earn so much less than you and its not fair. all you do is car when i tell you this, but you have no idea how much it's ripping me up inside. i needed to vent.

love me back and stop taking my money :(