So I just found out today that my 11 year old sister has been cutting herself.

Why?

Because she is being harassed for being too fat.

Does she honestly look fat?
Is she honestly that ugly?

I don't see anything wrong with her. So why is she being bullied? It's not fair.

I keep reading these OMG confession things on facebook and it really gets to me so I'm going to confess EVERYTHING on my mind right now.

1. I'm scared I have an eating disorder. For the last week I haven't been eating properly. Barely eating at all really. Even a cup of water makes me full. Sometimes I think about making myself sick because I feel so disgusting. I haven't yet, and I'm trying to keep eating. 
2. I'm over waiting. We've been in a relationship for 2 years now. In the last year I've had sex twice. I often thinking about cheating on you purely for pleasure. But I can't. I can't do the one thing I fear you doing to me. So I'm just going to keep waiting. It sucks.
3. I'm sick of being treated like a dumb bitch. So what, I dropped outta school, I haven't studied, I work at McDonald's. I'm not dumb, I just choose to ignore those who treat me with disrespect.
4. I am NOT needy. No one knows me. You fuckers don't even know what I went through when I was younger, so excuse me for isolating myself when my only friend is talking to you. She's the only one that knows me. She's the only one I really open up to. So fuck off. I won't come back next year, I'm sick of all your shit.
5. I want to have a kid. Now. I don't want to wait to see if I have complications or not. I want a kid. 
6. I just want to go on holiday. I haven't had a holiday in nearly 2 years. Going to Auckland for Taylor Swift wasn't exactly a holiday. Had to spend it NOT with MY family. Spent 2 of the 3 days on a bus. Didn't get to go where I wanted. 

saw it pop up on my tumblr.

"losing my virginity to someone i was in love with"

i'm never going to know what that feels like now. the one thing i regret in life. why was i so dumb.