i'm going to be her new baby? new training manager FTW!! management here i come!

I wanna go back to the days where I would wear shit loads of eyeliner and not care.

I wanna go back to the days where I could fit my skinny black jeans.

I wanna go back to the days where chucks didn't hurt my feet.

I wanna go back to the days where I wore band shirts.

I wanna go back to the days where I only listened to METAL.

I wanna go back to the days where I could sit for hours alone drawing.

I wanna go back to the days that I didn't give a shit.

I wanna go back to the days where I felt like me.

It was like you couldn't even get away from me fast enough this morning.
You blame being sick for your distance.
You don't even bother to tell me you get to Palmy safe until I text you first.
You tell me you're on lunch then you don't bother returning my messages.
You don't talk to me at all anymore.
You don't hug me.
You don't kiss me.
All you seem to do is push me further and further away.
If you don't want to be with me anymore, then tell me!!
DON'T LEAD ME ON!!

I hate how my life has no meaning. What am I here for? To serve fast food to a growing obese nation? Sounds fucking fulfilling! Ugh. I don't wanna study. I don't wanna work. I don't wanna do anything. Lazy as shit, I know. I want to be happy.

i hate the new blogger layout.

its dumb.