"I feel as though I'm standing in the middle of a crowded room, screaming at the top of my lungs, and no one even looks up..."

-Kate Winslet, Titanic

i dont know how to tell anyone. i just wish you'd read my blogs again.

im not okay

today i felt like cutting myself.
i havent felt like that in a long time.
im scared...

I had to go to the doctor today.
I've been dizzy for three days and I was scared.
Mum said it could have been anything from anemia to nothing.
The doctor said that the headache I had on Tuesday was a migraine.
The dizziness is just my body trying to be normal again.
The blood vessels in your brain constrict.
Mine are still partially constricted, limiting the blood flow to my brain.

This is causing me to be dizzy.

If this doesn't clear in a couple of days, I'm going to have to go back to the doctor.