http://www.chelsey.co.nz/love-and-sex/parenting-and-relationships/co-dependent-love-relationships 

I posted this link on my other blog, aiming it at your sister. But when I read into it further, I am like this too.

I've deluded myself into thinking I love you. Maybe I do, but I seem to care about you more than I do myself. I care too much about what you think. I don't do anything for myself because I feel guilty for doing so. 

But at the same time, I do, do some things for myself. But very seldom.

My mind is in pieces right now.