I want to fall in love with someone who will love me the same as I love you now.

I care about you so much, and yet, I'm still not good enough. I'm not protective enough.

I hurt thinking about it all.

I want you. I want you to be with me.

But I need to move on.

I want more from you than I have.

Yeah, it'll be weird not sharing a bed with you.

It'll be weird not being a female (or you, depends on who I'm next with).

I guess it just upsets me that we have been together for this long and you have been lying to both of us. It gave me false hope. And it sucks.